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Monday, 10 August 2009

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    Best of You
    By Foo Fighters
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    Were you born to resist

    ..or be abused?

                             I swear I'll never give in
     
                                                                I Refuse.

    Ah, college
    The chance for ...freedom =)

    Now, more than ever, am I shut down
    You may not leave this house!
    You may not go to your dad's house!
    You may not have your phone or computer!
    You may not drive anywhere alone!
    You may not make plans with your friends that involve you leaving the house!!
    You may not work at faire! (maybe)
    You may not do anything that could harm you before you leave!
    You must go to church with me for the first time in about six years because two nights ago I had a vision about Jesus!!

    YOU WILL NOT BREAK ME, MOTHER.

    You don't seem to realize. The more you act like this, the more I despise you.
    My loathing for you increases by the day.
    And all you do is justify yourself with lame excuses and bullshit.

    Get over yourself. I'm growing up.

Friday, 03 July 2009

  • Well you see..

    Hmm...interesting interesting week...
    Mainly last night.
    I can legitimately start writing stories like SerenaDante XD
    I'm not going to though, because this thing is still public.

    I...don't feel any different.
    I think that might change, but still
    Shouldn't I feel different?
    Shouldn't I have felt awkward?
    Shouldn't I be thinking "Damn, that was life-changing"
    Cause I don't, I didn't, and I'm not

    But my friend Hill says that takes a couple of days
    Oh well, I'm still very happy (if not happier)
    and still very much in love with my boyfriend =D

    sweet. <3

Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • You have GOT to be kidding me.

    Now you? WHAT THE FUCK.

    You didn't want to be "friends" when you had a girlfriend
    But now that the threat of falling for me (again) is gone, you're all for it!

    "you were my best friend and I miss you"
    "I just didn't want to talk after we had made each other so mad"

    You can goddamn suck it you little son-of-a-bitch.

    It takes a lot more than that to earn my forgiveness.


    Just because I'm willing to be friends with him does NOT mean I want to be friends with you.

Sunday, 07 June 2009

Friday, 29 May 2009

  • I'm not poetic

    Oh no, oh no, not hardly
    I'm dyslexic, I have no poetic soul.
    ..but I wish I did

    I'm getting that overwhelming sense of  "I need something new and intuitive"
    I dislike how commercialized I am becoming
    Wasting away my days in front of a computer screen
    (no offense, love)
    Avoiding heartbreak, failure, contempt.
    I need sunshine.
    I need new minds
    I need an astounding intelligence like no other
    I need to feel...
    I need to feel.
    Not to say that I don't...just that I'm not feeling enough

    Sometimes I wonder
    ..am I too happy?
    What will go wrong?
    Something has to...

    We've learned to RUN from
    Anything uncomfortable

    Am I running? Am I hiding?
    I have found comfort and I do nothing more than seek it out

    We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
    That inside we're b ro  k en
    Maybe college will help?
    Ha, doubt it. It's just filled with drunken sluts and
    guys who couldn't get any before
    that are finally scoring
    ..Or is it?
    I tried to patch things up again
    To cut my tears and kill these fears


    Hm. For now I suppose I'll leave the future to itself.
    I'm happy, I'm loved, I'm loving
    I have so much ahead of me
    ...I may be leaving more behind
    But it's worth it.
    iswearitwillbe
    After all, I'm not the one going far...
    ((I wish you were you sonofabitch))
    And have I told you, have I?
    I'm not going
    Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
    And I'm not leaving

    I'm not thinking about my "What ifs"
    ..too often
    More like "Well what happens next?"
    or "Get the hell away from me" (ha)
    Or maybe even "This could work..."

    I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable

    But I do love running towards comfort
    Ilikeyou :)
    I.love.you. =)
    Maybe I should give "uncomfort" a chance?

    ...I need to start speaking out sometimes
    I really don't say what I think
    Unless people ask.
    Specific questions.
    And I'm ready to tell them
    I'm ready. ask away.
    It's not faith if you use your eyes.


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